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The Last Song

2012-01-05T02:10:00.000-08:00

Recently, I read a book made by one of my most favorite and admired author of all time - Nicholas Sparks. He's the genius behind tear jerking stories such as A walk to remember, Dear John, Notebook, Message in the bottle etc.

Ever since I've read the book version of A walk to remember, I already fell in love with his skills in creating heart throbbing stories. I am a big fan of tragedy romance and I love unexpected endings because it gives me the thrill of anticipating what comes next.

Before I indulge myself in the book, my friends already told me that it was worth reading. They told me that I would cry and feel the pain. They told me that it was memorable. They were right. I did expected it because it is his trademark as a writer.

At first, I was scared to read the book because I was terribly hurt with the ending of Dear John. Yes, I like tragedy stuffs but somehow I was hoping that the main character would end up happy and contented. You know? He is such a good guy and he deserves it. Okay, enough for my ranting.

Moving on, Last Song was definitely my cup of tea. My story. My reality.

Why? Well, there's big similarities between Ronnie and me. There's a part of me that always wanted to forget the past. Erase it. Bury it. Throw it.

There is a side of me that wants a complete family. A family that I can always go back to. A family where I can call my dad or mom anytime and anywhere. Deep inside me, there's a part that still hopes for the broken pieces to be complete.

Likewise, Ronnie also has her annoying little brother who often does mischievous things. HAHAHA =)))) (reminded me of Cj) Even though Jonah was stubborn, he still loves his sister very deeply. (Hi, cj) He was still this baby boy who wanted to have his daddy or mommy at his side. I remembered the first time Dad visited us, my brother was very very happy. In fact, he even muttered my father's name in his sleep.

In the book, Ronnie didn't talk to her father for 3 years. She became a rebellious kid. Another flashback... Dad sometimes borrow us for 3 days or 1 week then he would return us after. There was an instance that I never talked to him for a day because I'm sick of dealing with other people. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? I was sad. It was supposed to be a day for us. "US" I wanted to cry at that time. But when he whispered, "You don't love me anymore?" I know for a fact that I love him. This person whom committed mistakes in his life. This person who gave up. This person - I want him to find happiness. In the end, I hugged him and told him, you're still my dad and you'll always be.

To be honest, I'm still not finished with the book. I've been reading it for 1 day. And I guess I'll be done with it later. I'm a nerd when it comes to books. So, I recommend this one.

XoXo,

Diane

2012, Here I come!

2012-01-04T00:09:00.000-08:00

2011 was an exciting year for me. I was blessed and I did a lot of first things. I achieved many goals and I'm growing, learning and changing for the better "Me"

Just a flashback of what happened last 2011 \:D/

I had a vacation in Japan for 1 month. It was always a dream of mine to travel and visit the "land of the rising sun" so I felt ecstatic and overjoyed. At such a young age, I was given a privilege to see the beauty of that country. Furthermore, I was able to experience being mommy's girl. Childish as it may seem, I've always longed for my mother's care and love. I grew up always seeing her in video calls and hearing her voice from the telephone. We never actually had this so called family bonding. I guess that's why I'm the type of person who endures everything. I'd rather stay quiet and figure out what to do by myself. I hate being dependent on others.

Moving on, Japan is exactly how I've imagined it in my mind. The scenery, people, way of living, .... It's so hard to explain but it was engraved vividly in my memories. How I wish to go back there right now! =)))) ME GUSTA!

Konnichiwa, Diane desu! Douzoyoroshiku!

We studied nihongo back in High School so it was the perfect time to use my knowledge and apply it. Unfortunately, we only focused on culture rather than language. Bummer -_____- Good thing, I read mangas and watch anime so I know some words. Hihihi. Felt so happy hearing them speak, makes me jealous especially of my mom - She's a veteran. And i'm like O_o Me gustaaaa too!

Another remarkable thing that happened this 2011 was my graduation.

Can you believe it? Diane survived 4 arduous years in one excellent school. Wuhoo, and yes I copied that from our batch shirt. It never came to me that I can graduate from Mandsci because it's like hell/heaven in there. You cry, smile, learn, laugh, run, hide, sleep, no sleep, eat, no eat, drink, work and study at the same time. Literally.

Thank you my awesome creator! Without you, I couldn't have done it.

I'll end my post here for now. I'm reading a book. Goodbye!

XoXo,

Diane

Flame her, Blame her

2012-01-03T23:18:00.000-08:00

I can't explain what I'm feeling right now. Happy? Sad? Disappointed? Frustrated?

In life, you get to experience different moments. Certain instances that can either make you smile or break you down. Well, in my case - I'm breaking down.

I was never the type of person to complain. Believe me, I'd rather do all the work than to nag other people. I'm this person who just wants to please everybody. I'm contented and happy with what I do and I can assure you that I give my BEST EFFORT.

But what do I get in return? Nothing.

ALAM MO KASI SA SARILI MO NA BINIGAY MO YUNG BEST MO. ALAM MO YUN. ANG SAKIT KASI. NAGHIRAP KA, NAGMUKHA KANG EWAN SA HARAP NG IBANG TAO. GINAWA MO YUNG MGA BAGAY NA DI MO GINAGAWA. TAPOS WALA LANG. ANG HIRAP TANGGAPIN TAPOS YUNG MGA TAO SA PALIGID MO, SINASABI DIN BA'T GANUN. DI KO DIN ALAM EH.

HAHAHAHAHA =)))) Sorry, I swear I'll never be angry again. Minsan lang naman, pagbigyan niyo na ko. Diane, grow up! :((( Nagtagalog pa tuloy ako. Tao lang kasi. Nasasaktan din, nagagalit din. Di naman ako yung "angel" na kilala niyo. I'm only human. And when I'm hurt, it hurts a lot.

We'll be a dream

2012-01-02T04:00:00.000-08:00

That moment when everything seems perfect then all of a sudden, it all comes crashing down :(

I DID MY BEST

I can say that without no hesitation. So, I really can't accept it.

I don't deserve this. I rarely use the word "unfair" but WHYYYYY?

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Thanks for making me feel miserable.

Party Rock Anthem

2011-08-23T22:43:00.000-07:00

Great, my update was deleted. Hooray, blogger. Amp :|

Will try to post it again later.

Dance to the Beat

2011-08-03T06:38:00.001-07:00

Today, we had a practice for our cheerdance in SOAB week. The first thing that came to my mind was "Shoot, dancing. Kill me now :O"

Ever since I was young, I was never given a talent on dancing. That's a fact. They say I'm too mahinhin and I can't keep up with the steps. Slow learner, to be precise. So whenever we have a dance competition or practicum - I always get gloomy. I don't want to drag down my group mates. If you know what I mean.

But, I have no choice on this one. They say its not mandatory but it is mandatory. Got it? And here I thought college wouldn't have these ridiculous nonsense events. Then again, I was wrong. :O So much for my false expectations. *Sigh*

I tried my best to dance. Yes, you heard me right. I did dance.

Before we begin, I prayed to GOD for guidance. And he answered it. I love you, LORD! <3

I was able to follow the steps and slowly I can do the moves. HAHA! :)) In your face, danceeee! =)))) I salute my mentor A.K.A Noli - He's such a great dancer. Hands down! :D

Practicing over and over again made me memorized the steps. It was very tiring though. No kidding. I was panting after numerous repeat of the dance. Still, I did my best. Hoooray for me!

So, that ends my post for today.

NOTE: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO KEEPS ON COMPLIMENTING MY BLOG. I LOVE YOU GUYS! YOU'RE VERY WELCOME TO VISIT THIS WHENEVER YOU HAVE TIME. <3

XoXo, Diane

Just loving you

2011-07-31T08:21:00.000-07:00

Here's my review on Tada Kimi Wo Aishteru.

It was too beautiful. I can't even explain what I'm feeling after watching the movie. It was a real tear jerker. My eyes are hurting now. But, it was worth it. The characters, plot line, music and setting were perfect. The blending of photography and love in a movie is definitely a major factor.

The movie shows what a real love is. It depicts the meaning of learning how to let go and falling in love again. It also shows the value of true friendship and how lucky a person is when he doesn't have any sickness. I was also inspired by this flick because it shows us that we should chase after our dreams. By doing this, we will gain happiness in the future.

I truly admire the writer for this film. It was a unique story. There's a combination of comedy and drama. Well, mostly drama. Then again, it wasn't over the top. I'd like to share some of the scenes but I wouldn't want to be a spoiler.

So here are some of the lines that made my heart go *throb, throb* Like, it hurts

* I just want the person I love to fall in love with the person he loves. :(

* I started to love you more than anyone else in this world.

* It was the first and last kiss I've ever had in this world.

* Hey makoto! Was there even a little bit of love in that kiss?

- Yes, it was my everything :(

* We only realize how important a person is after he/she is gone. That's the worst kind of reality in this world. Even so, we move on. And face another day again.

Sorry, I kinda got carried away. I hope you'll enjoy this film as much as I did.

Sayounara!

XoXo, Diane

Second chance

2011-07-31T04:55:00.001-07:00

I won't waste another minute. I swear this time I mean it. I'm gonna show you what my real potential is. Watch me, believe me. This time, I'll be serious. You ain't gonna bring me down. To the max! - Diane

So, since midterms is done. I watched a japanese movie called Tada kimi wo aishteru. And I gotta say, I bawled a lot. It was seriously a tear jerker. Aside from that, it has a truly exceptional plot line. An awesome film, I tell you.

So, here's a summary for you guys. Got it from mysoju.com

"She used to lie very often." Due to his inferiority complex, Makoto shies away from other people, but Shizuru manages to make him open up to her. Because of their friendship, Shizuru takes interest in photography and they often go to a forest, partially hidden from the public, to take photos. Shizuru wants nothing but to be at Makoto's side. When Makoto starts liking a college friend Miyuki, Shizuru decides that she too will like Miyuki and becomes her friend. One day, Makoto asks Shizuru what birthday present she would like. With her interest in a photography contest, Shizuru wants a photo of them kissing in the hidden forest. Since that day of the forest kiss Shizuru disappears from Makoto's life.

I will post my comment about the movie soon. Watch out for it. I'm on GC mode right now. Humanda kayo. Once I get serious, no one is gonna bring me down. It's a trademark I got from my old school. The blood of a *insertformerschoolhere* runs in me. Not only virtues but also intelligence. I'm on max right now.

XoXo, Diane

Midterms

2011-07-24T01:06:00.000-07:00

The title says it all. Yeah, we recently had our midterms. And the result was so-so. I didn't really study that much. But I got a pretty good score. Thaaank GOD! \:D/

Aside from that, our midterm grade in Physics was already announced. I got 3.5! *clap, clap* Can you believe it? I'm really blessed. Aren't I? The only thing that's bothering me now is ECONONE. I won't forgive my self if I fail that subject. I mean it. >.<

I'm too bored to complete this post right now. But yeah, I'll finish it when I have time.

Ciao

XoXo, Diane

Cause I love music

2011-07-09T05:23:00.000-07:00

Hurry up and escape reality
Together we'll form a fantasy
Where there is no tragedy
Hold my hand and feel safe
I'll take your tears away

The world may be cruel
But we'll face it together
With you by my side
I am stronger
Slowly, we're moving forward
They won't stop us
They can't stop us

*Believe in me
Everything is surreal
Let's make it real
The world seems so complete
When you're mine,baby
Time to show the world
What we've got

Yeah, yeah!

People are fragile
We break down and cry
Sing to me a lullaby
Aiming for the sky
Like a butterfly
We'll bloom and fly

*Composed a lyrics. HAHA :) Don't know what got into me. I just wanted to write one. Give your feedbacks or comments. Thanks!

Sweetheart, I lied about loving you

2011-07-09T01:54:00.000-07:00

Thank you to all those who complimented my new layout. Finally, I found the perfect one. *Hoooray!*

For this post, I'm gonna share my experience during this week in APC. In Filone, we watched a movie called "ABAKADA ni Inay." I really liked it because it shows the importance of education in our lives. Aside from that, the movie also depicts family issues, culture, tradition, poverty, dreams, etc. It reveals the true nature of society and the sad reality of what happens when you don't study. I also admired how the casts portrayed their roles. It was a thumbs up. Truly this flick is worth watching. \:D/

In PE, we had our 1st practical test which is ball control. We were given 5 minutes to practice. I did my best and somehow I got a nice score. Thaaaank you LORD! >:D<

So far this week was okay? O.o But I think next week would be hell because midterms are approaching.

NOTE: If you guys are wondering about the title of my post, I got it from a manga. Just saying. :)
Here are some of the cool lines from that manga.

*When I heard that you were crying, it made me want to rush to be with you. It makes me want to hope. Did you ever love me too?

Heartbreaking, ne?

XoXo, Diane

Sometimes, we break down and cry.

2011-07-06T04:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my dog just died. Yeah, a perfect way to end your bad day. It made me cry. I've had that dog when I was just a little girl. To be precise, grade 3. My dad was the one who gave it to me. I feel so sad. Maybe some of you are thinking, it's just a dog. Who cares? But to me, it's more than that. He wasn't just a dog - he was my friend, companion and bodyguard. I love animals. I really do. This is why I hate animal violence the most :O

My day in APC was depressing. Why? I wasn't feeling well because of PE. I guess, I was stressed out too much. As I've mentioned before, I'm not athletic. Blame my body for it. Aside from that, I committ silly mistakes that angers me. I accidentally sent my labwork in IT in a different email. I didn't even know. I just found out when I checked my mail during our free time in IT. Haaay, talk about bad luck. I hope Sir accepts my explanation though. PLEASE GOD :(

My bad day doesn't end there. I lost 10 points in Physics. Why? Arrrgh, my carelessness. Just because of a drawing. NOT PROBLEM SOLVING! It angers me. Really. Gahd, diane. Why so clumsy? Still, I got a passing score but... I have a goal I need to achieve. Oh, I promise to get a high score on the next quiz. Mark my words, I will.

Changed my layout again. Dang, this always happens. Do you hate me blogger? HAHA :( I hope this will be the last time.

That ends my update for today. Still feeling down. :| :(

XoXo, Diane

College life

2011-07-03T04:40:00.000-07:00

It's been 1 month already since I became a college student. Really, time flies so fast. I mean it.
So, a lot of incredible things happened. Still, getting used to it though. The atmosphere in college is way too different than in high school. So independent type. Figures, it is COLLEGE. HAHA! Then again, I won't deny the fact that I'm missing my alma mater so much. Forever BATANG MANDSCI <3

So here are some of my observations in college life O.o

First, I feel like we have too much freedom. I mean, it's your choice to listen or attend a class. I also can't get used to the fact that teachers are now called professors. \:D/ HAHAHAHAHA~ But I prefer that term more. It gives the mature vibe. Like you're a step higher in reaching your dreams and goals. Cause you're in college, get it? :P

My scrutiny doesn't end there. I also can't get used to sitting while reciting. It makes me feel disrespectful to the prof. But as I've said, this is college. See? It is way tooooo different from HS :O

But having freedom and other things doesn't change the fact that I treat my professors with outmost respect and love. I mean, they give us knowledge and guidance in achieving our future careers. I bear in mind to greet them a "Good Morning or Good Afternoon" I also hate the fact that others kept on using the word that "we pay them"
I mean, their job is to teach you. And in return, you have to study. Don't blame them if you have a failing grade because of your negligence. That's absurd.

So yeah, gonna stop ranting for now. That's all folks. :)))

P.S: Gonna study for ECONONE EXAM :> Help me, LORD!

Xoxo, Diane

Here I go again

2011-07-03T03:40:00.000-07:00

Something's bothering me. I'm a mess. Please fix me :| I'm feeling so down right now.

On the brighter side, I played badminton with Eunice. We have PE tomorrow and I had to practice. We all know I'm not athletic and will never be. Probably. I hope not :)))))

Had a good time. Somehow. Still, I'm quite clumsy. But they do say practice makes perfect.

I know I'll get better in time.

P.S: Greaaat job, haan! You edited your layout on your own. *clap, clap*

XoXo, Diane

Harder to breathe

2011-06-27T11:30:00.003-07:00

Heeey, blog! I'm sorry for being such a bad blogger. I've neglected you for so long. Can't even remember when was my last post. But, anyway I'm back.

And thus, I promise to update you everyday. Well, I'll try. *oops*

So, blahlblah things have occurred. I don't even know where to start. But, I'll probably share my holiday escapade (experience) in Japan first \:D/ Can you believe it? I've already went overseas. O.o

Not only that, I'm already a college student. SWAAAAG~ I'll complete this post tomorrow or the day after, or after or after or after. *Kidding*

Btw, for all of my followers - THANK YOU! I freakin' love you guys :* >:D<

Before I stop myself from blabbering stuffs, I wanna say HELLO HAAAAAAAAAN! >:D<

XoXo, Diane

Speak Now

2011-04-14T00:49:00.000-07:00

Konnichiwa! Diane desu. Firipinjin desu. Dozoyoroshiku! \:D/ Excuse my lame introduction. Hihihi. I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCK! Just finished editing my layout. Gonna update you soon, my beloved blog! <3 I miss blogging world :( Btw, hello vince! >:D<

Back to December!

2010-12-01T07:38:00.000-08:00

Hello, blogging world. :)

Its been so so so so long since my last post. A lot of things happened. And now, Christmas is here again.

I'll be completing this post when I have free time. See you!

Things will eventually get better :">

2010-06-09T11:28:00.000-07:00

"GOD is our very present help in times of need. He is our strength, strong tower and

deliverer. I love you LORD!"

Okay, my summer post wasn't complete so I decided to make a continuation of it. I really envy aly and nica because their blogs are updated. Well, mine is outdated. : I haven't written any post for a long time now. And I really need to apprise my blog soon because school's gonna start again. And for sure, I'm going to be quite busy. I hope not.

Here are some of the things that happened during my unforgettable summer:

*Mom 1st vacation for almost 9 years

-She stayed here for almost a month during her first vacation. And the good news is, she came back during may 22. I was so delighted. God is truly wonderful. :)

*My new IPOD (latest version w/ video camera)

- Yay! A new gadget once again. I feel so blessed. I love my new ipod. It's what I've always dreamed of aside from having my own laptop. It's color is pink and mom already bought a case for it. I got my ipod during mom's first visit (March16,2010)

*Braces

- You heard me right! I have braces. At first, I didn't liked the idea because it's really hard to eat when you have one. It also affects the way you speak. And it is expensive especially in my case because I have the so called fangs. I inherited it from my mom. But later on, I fell in love with it. I loved how my teeth improves within a short span of time. I was also able to overcome my fear with dentist. And guess what, my dentist is kind and very accommodating. On top of that, he has gentle hands. Although it really hurts like hell when your braces are adjust. And I mean it!

* Trip to San Juan, Batangas & Blue Coral Resort

- We went on a trip on my grandfather's hometown during May 27, 2010 because mom wanted to swim in the ocean and to have some family bonding. I was absent from my review during that time. The resort we went to is called blue coral and is rated as a Class A type. When I first saw it, I was so astonish with the place. It was so stunning and you'll gasp in delight. There are two swimming pools, a bar, separated shower rooms and dressing rooms. There are hotel like rooms wherein you can stay overnight. There also cottages and boats that you can rent when you want to dive. The place was breathtakingly beautiful that I'd surely want to go back again there. Once you're paid, they'll give you "stabs" for your lunch and merienda. They also served delicious, mouth watering dishes. I tell you, you're not gonna regret it spending your money on that place. Well, the only problem with that resort is that you're not allowed to wear t-shirts. It's a must to wear a swimsuit so I was forced to wear one. It was a cute bikini with laces and the bottom part looks like a skirt. That was my first time wearing that kind of swimsuit and it was quite comfortable. Also, the fee for that resort is expensive.

*First time diving :*

- So before we go home, mom has given us the most wonderful gift ever. She rented a boat that accommodates 10 people and we went diving. OHLALALA~

The corals, fishes and the sea were amazing. At first, I was scared to get down of the boat but later on I gathered up all of my courage and I did it. It was unforgettable. I wanna go diving again :>

*Review (Loyola Review Center)

- I attended a review center located at Ortigas (Back of Robinsons Building). Mostly, my classmates were from St. Paul and Assumption. Majority were from our school. The teachers wer cool. Some were boring but the others were really funny. I learned a lot from that review and I hope it will help me pass the entrance exam for the University where I want to spend my college years. Colee, tep and marge are my companions during the review. We often eat, shop or stroll around after review hours. And we are also always LATE. Well, sort of. (ahahaha!)

NP: You and I tonight- faber drive :*

Summer 2010

2010-04-30T11:27:00.000-07:00

In this heat, let's share our love

and dance to the summer beat!

Let's scream

and say "I freakin love this season"

Time to pack up things

and swim the beach for this reason!

:))

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Yeah, baby! It really is summer. Goodbye school and hello vacation. :))

I love summer and you probably feel the same way, right?

It's the only season where you can slack off and have your so called quality time!

It is also the time of sleepless nights and just doing whatever you like.

Going to the beach and enjoying the crystal blue waters :))

Summer seems so perfect. That's what I thought.

Until this freakin el nino ruined it!

It is soo soooo sooooo sooooo HOT!
I can't even stand staying in my own room for more than an hour. I'm like "It BURNSSSSS!"

March 16, 2010

--This is the day that my mom came home. The day I've been waiting for years.

9 years to be clear! I missed her so much.

I actually felt my heart beating so hard because of the nervousness. I mean, who wouldn't?

I haven't seen her for years. I'm afraid I might not even recognize her. I'm thinking how does she look like. Does she look like me? What does her voice sound like?

......etc...etc

My dilemma really gets to me at times. And I hate it when that happens.

We waited for almost 3 hours at the airport. Good thing, terminal 3 isn't as strict when it comes to security compared to Naia terminal 1. As soon as I saw her, the first thing I noticed was her tears. I was dumbstrucked.

She hugged me tightly and whispered "Diane, ang laki-laki mo na."

I was actually holding back my tears. Deep in my heart, I was happy.

Very happy that I couldn't expressed what I feel. :))

NP: I hate love - JOJO :))

to be continued--

Flavor of life

2010-04-29T10:10:00.000-07:00

Uwaa~ You guys must be wondering about the title of my post, right?
Well, this post is clearly about some haphazard and unforgettable stuffs that happened in my -so-called-typical-life :D

I have a lot of things to share so please bear with what I'm about to write. It took me a few months to resume my habit of updating and checking my blog. Thus, I'm gonna suffer summarizing it in one post or maybe more...

NOTE: Please forgive me if I write too much rants, bluster and nonsense things. Anyway, this is my blog so I can jot down whatever thoughts I have.

March 5, 2010

*EVENT: junior-senior promenade (prom)
*TIME: 6pm-11pm

This day marks the turning over of responsibility, the gowns and suits, foods and drinks and surely a night we will all remember for the rest of our lives. This day was truly memorable and at the same time embarassing.
Can you believe it? One week before this most awaited event is held. I got sick. The worst part is ..... that sickness lasts for 2 weeks or more. GRRR!
I really thought my life was over. I don't want to miss this exciting once in a lifetime event. It was frustrating, scratch that totally frustrating!
I don't want to talk about what that sickness was because it will totally ruined my mood and bring back some bad memories. I'd rather not think about it.
But the good thing is, GOD is so great and powerful. Without him, I don't know what I'd do. I prayed earnestly everyday. I asked him to take my sickness away and He did! Thank you, LORD!

That night, I wore a pink cocktail dress. It was cute and pretty much formal. :)
It was fun dressing up a bit at times. Making your self look good is also refreshing.
I was actually late during the event. SSSH!
It was unforgivable especially for my partner. I did say sorry and he said "Ayos lang yun, at least nakapunta ka."
My reaction was "Good thing, my partner is a great guy!"
Of course, I didn't blurt it out. Hahahahahaha!

Weggie: Diane, ito yung flower mo para sa cotilon.
Diane: Ha!? Cotilon? Akala ko ba may pumalit na sa akin.
Weggie: Wala eh. Kaya mo yan. Unti lang naman yung nabago.
Diane: *stoned* *expressionless* *was screaming in her head*

This is hilarious! I was caught off guard. I thought I was replaced with a new dancer but I was wrong. Luckily, I pulled it off. It was fun. But I have to admit, I need to improve my dancing skills. It s*cks! :))

"When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight. It ends tonight!"

--That night, a lot of couples were revealed. :)) Let's not discuss that anymore.

Anyway, I had fun dancing with my friends. It was cool :D
The ones who asked me to dance are jonel, ferdz, zak, sonnyboy, akeley, migz, eljun, mark...

I forgot the rest.

It was also the night of letting go.

NP: Keep forgetting (to forget about you) -JOJO :))

Dejavu!

2010-02-25T06:58:00.000-08:00

Dejavu!?
errr...I'm pissed...
My blog layout became a mess again...
That's the reason why I replaced my recent layout with a new one. Gah! what a hassle!
Anyway, I'm satisfied with the result. I absolutely adore this layout. :*
It is about vampire knight- my favorite anime :))!

Also, I'm getting used in editing layouts. It's so cool.
HAHA! *mood swing*

That's all!

NOTE: MY next post will be a loooooooong one! watch out for it.

New layout:*

2010-02-08T18:43:00.000-08:00

What!?
This is my first reaction when I checked my blog this morning.
It was a mess.. Augh! I was annoyed. scratch that, I was SO annoyed!

So, I have no choice but to edit my layout once again.
And thus, you can see now the outcome.

I liked to credit Dancing sheep for the codes. If it wasn't for her, my layout would never be as good as this.

--short post!

:*

Shiver

2010-02-06T06:44:00.000-08:00

I'm currently reading a book right now.

It's title is Shiver. The author is Maggie Sitefvater.

If you are on Jacob's team in twilight, then you'll definitely like this book.

Review/Comments on this book:
I fell in love at first sight with this book. I guess I was fascinated with it's cover. It sort of given me a feeling of mystery and romance. And my intuition is correct. The book was magical, poetic, lyrical, tantalizing and very romantic. It makes you fall head over heels for it. I loved how the author filled this book with gorgeous imagery and the characters are absolutely overwhelming. It also shows that werewolves are hot and sexy too. The story was well written and there are a lot of positive reviews for this book. Shiver is a moving love story filled with mythology and fantasy. I definitely recommend it for people who is fond of reading fiction stories.

Dani's Birthday Celebration

2010-02-05T02:29:00.000-08:00

These pics are from Dani's birthday celebration last January 30, 2010. We went to Club Filipino, the place where Cory Aquino swore her loyalty or oath of being a president. And it is also where Noynoy Aquino announced his candidacy for the position of a President.

It was a lot of fun.

And it was my first time to wear a swim suit. It's a must so I have no other choice.

Good thing, there wasn't a lot of guys who were invited. LOL!

My companions are: colee, astin, nica, aron, nolan, jc, mark, weggie, regine, rozelle, sabado, tepp and of course, the bday girl : my one and only darling DANI!

NOTE: more pics at my facebook:)

Never Ending suprises!

2010-01-24T07:27:00.000-08:00

I can't express what I feel today.
I'm somewhat happy, frustrated and sad?

Anyway, I'm thankful for God's continous guidance and blessings in my life.
It's overflowing and I'm so grateful for it. I LOVE YOU LORD!

>>My mom invited me to spend my vacation or holidays in japan. I was really shocked when she said that. It's not that I don't want to. It's just that I was suprised when she mentioned that idea to me. I mean, it's a great opportunity and all...but I'm sort of feeling uneasy.

She is coming back here on April. And I'm soooo happy! I prayed endlessly for this day to come. I want to see her so badly! I want to see how she looks like, how she dresses up, how she smiles, the way she speaks...etc

I've been longing for her hugs and kisses. :((
I want her love and care! I seriously want to see her!

It's been 8 years since I last saw her. I can't help but feel all excited and giddy about meeting her again. I'm already a teenager. I want to show her what I've become. :))

My life is full of never ending suprises! UPS && DOWNS? bring it on!

NOTE: I'm currently listening to "It ends tonight" by all american rejects and "it's not over" by secondhand serenade:)

I know!

2010-01-22T02:22:00.001-08:00

I know. I know.

I really do like him. I don't need to scream that out loud.
I'm sorry. I really am sorry if I did hurt you. And I know, I did!

I'm cruel. BAD. Naive. Selfish.

You must be wonderin' why I said something like that. It's because of him.
I haven't spoke to him for a long time. We don't text each other anymore. We also can't communicate normally like before. We can't even speak with each other anymore.

I was the one who did this. It was my fault. I know you waited. And I left you in vain.
I didn't mean it. I really didn't want it to be like this. I'm sorry.
It's just that i'm too *unprepared* to give you the right answer. And I assumed that you thought I already rejected you. In reality, it's not like that. I can't sort out this feelings.

I'm really unfair. I know you can't read this. :))
Yet, I'm still posting this. My blog is my only escape to reality. This is the only place where I can be myself and really say what I want. I'm really sorry.

And now, you belong to someone else. I hope you'll be happy. And I'm happy that slowly we can return to how we were back then. Forgive me!
I know it's too late. Still, I hope you'll understand.
My feelings will never change. I still like you to the point that I s*ck whenever I'm with you.
:((

We were there!

2010-01-16T01:11:00.000-08:00

I just want to share some of the lines in the manga (BOKURA GA ITA) i'm currently reading.
My desires and fetish for tragedy romance has leveled up and reached it's peak!

oh, and please comment which quote is the best for you? I'll appreciate it!

"Only love can heal a heart that was hurt by love"

"You've always annoyed me from the start..You say your own selfish things, and you stir up all my feelings..You're so clingy but then you leave me and go away so easily. You're cruel and yet despite all that, I LOVE YOU. You annoy me"
-YANO

"dokko ni ite mo, donna ni samishikute mo, tsurakute mo..koko de nanami ga ometteru koto wo wasureani de, yano wa zettai hitori jyanai kara" (TRANSLATION: Wherever you go, no matter how sad you are, how painful it is, I will always think of you. Yano is never alone.)
-NANAMI

*that one was my favorite! it is heartbreaking!

" I'm always waiting..waiting for her to look at me with eyes filled with love. But in her eyes, the one who is reflected the most is not me at all, it's yano."
-TAKEUCHI

"no matter how far you are my heart will never lose sight of you"

"You know, lately i've been having this dream. I grab a change of clothes, put them in my bag and take a plane. The flight takes one hour and a half. When I opened my eyes, I was already at the misty port city of the north.I get out of the airport and take the local bus. I would get off the red cross building, pass the red light and dash to my house. And then in school, ride on my bike....very quickly.....very quickly....as fast as I can back to your arms, takahashi"

-YANO

Bokura ga ita never fails to take my soft side out. I know, it's kinda weird but once you read it, you'll experience the same thing I'm suffering now. A fetish! A desire! An addiction to tragedy romance!

HAHA:))

NOTE: yano and takeuchi are both guys. They are the best of friends.
Nanami or takahashi is the same person. This is a girl's name!

H* ll Week!

2010-01-16T00:54:00.000-08:00

H*ll week!
Everytime, exams are approaching, people can't help but be stressed out. :((
TOO STRESSED out! and I mean it!

I know i'm used to it. But, there are times that physically and mentally - a part of me wants to sleep and take a break! I'm hoping I'll make it through this time. I need strenght!

Another news, a PROM will be held in mandsci. It was supposed to be in February 9 but the date was rescheduled to March 5. I'm sort of excited about it because it is my first time experiencing something like that. I don't know what to wear. Hopefully, I'll be able to choose one later on.

Also, I'm seriously becoming a DRAMA queen because of Bokura ga ita. I can't help but cry. My tears are overflowing because every chapter touches my heart.

Gosh, the emotions are overwhelming and it's stirring up my own feelings. I'm having a fetish for tragedy romance.

New year 2010

2010-01-06T07:28:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everyone! thank you for all those who read my blog for the past few months. :) I'm really grateful and thankful!

My new year's greeting is late. School days are back and I still have the so called "HANGOVER." Maybe, I'm just lazy or bored to go to school. Hm, I just can't figure out what's wrong with me. For the past few days, I kept wondering why I'm still going to school. (silly me!)

Enough with the drama-whining-thing!
back to reality****

I'm really happy that NICA finally made her blog. :) It feels so good not to be alone in the blogging world. And I hope more people will try it out too.

btw, if you want to be friends with nica just navigate your mouse to "others" and then click nica. (it will directly link you to her site)

I'm back

2009-12-23T12:19:00.001-08:00

Okay everyone! calm down! please fall in line! *squish*
Yes , you heard me right! I'm back! The star of the limelight is back!
please welcome the oh, so ever manga geek "DIANE" (HAHA)

Excuse my lame introduction!
It's just that I'm happy because once again, I'm back to the blogging world! *screams yay!*
I'm back to my usual business of sitting for hours in front of my personal laptop while reading mangas and updating my cute blog!
Hm. I wasn't able to tell everyone of me being in "hiatus mode" for months (I think for almost 3 months). I'm deeply sorry and regretful for what I did. And now, I have to suffer the punishment of reminiscing what happened in my not so perfect life for the past 3 months.

I really don't know where to start. According to past students in mandsci, junior life is definitely one of the hardest year that you have to prepare for. And yeah, I definitely, absolutely agree with that. And did I mention the word "definitely and absolutely? " (LOL)

Let's start with the 2nd grading card's day!
*badump! *badump!

That is the sound of the heart of almost every student in mandsci.
The nerve wracking day has finally come!
You know what to expect. It's either you cry because you failed or smile wide open because you passed.
At first, I really don't know what to feel. Mentally, I've prepared myself whether I will fail in chem since I really can't cope up with most of the lessons and it's just too complicated. Complicated! I tell you! *screams in horror*
I'm deeply depressed that my once so favorite subject "SCIENCE" is the subject i'm hating now.
I really hate it whenever I have a subject where I can't understand the lessons at all.

Anyway, back to the card's day thing.
Can you believe it? During first grading, our rank was not announced since we don't have any grades in english.
Now that Maa'm dolar is officially our english teacher, our rank was finally revealed!

Guess what my rank is!
10- no!
9- no!
8- another no!
7- no! no! Although I love # seven, unfortunately it's not my rank!
6- no!
4- no!

yes! do you get it now?
nee? nee?

it's no other than # 5!!!!!!!!!!!
yipee!
I'm so happy since I've improved a lot. From the rank of 10, I was able to take 5 steps forward! I was really happy when I emailed my mom about it! (It's for you, my oh so ever beautiful and kind mother!)

THANK YOU LORD! :)

Next topic is...
The first ever School's Intrams!
Yes, you heard me right! INTRAMS!
Stop making those doubts! It really did happen! the intrams, games, sports....
All of it wasn't a dream! It was a reality!

The first time I heard it from Mr. Bontuyan's announcement (He is my mapeh teacher)
I was like, you have to be kidding me? intrams? mandsci?
It's not possible!
but then, since our new principal is truly a generous person! He was able to consider that it's a good experience for us. ( I love you, Sir Sabidong!)

All the sections we're fired up during the game!
And of course, we had a specially designed t-shirt for us! (ulalalala!)
Our team's color is blue!
I super duper super duper love the intrams! it was awesome! so awesome!
and did I tell you it was awesome? Haha!

Barium was able to win the following awards:
1st in chess (boys)
1st in basketball (boys)
2nd in basketball (girls) - I participated in this one! :D
1st in tag of war
3rd in volleyball - we we're supposed to win but there's a difference of 1 point! the fight was a close call!
1st in badminton (girl) - we need to thank smylle (captain) for this one!
1st in badminton (doubles)

A world filled with kaname!

2009-12-23T12:08:00.000-08:00

(nee? nee? can i please have zero as a present for xmas?)

(gyah! this is one hot and awesome pic of kaname! don't you agree?)

presenting a world filled with hot & cool guys who don't exist in reality!

Student teacher for real!?

2009-10-08T08:19:00.000-07:00

Yay! I became a subsitute teacher in english during the student empowerment held last October 5, 2009. Sooooo.. happppy!

watch out for the complete post:D

cute pics!

2009-09-29T11:10:00.000-07:00

Note: This pics are not mine:)) if you want to ask what manga or anime those pictures are, feel free to ask me!

Some of this are fan made:D

kimi ni todoke

2009-09-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

Yipee! Another anime review from me :))

The new series I'm going to watch (if I have time) is "Kimi ni todoke" or in english translation "Reaching you." It is a manga made by Karuho Shiina, a mangaka. It is serialized in Margaret magazine (Bessatsu Margaret) and is awarded in the 32nd Kodansha Manga Award for best shoujo manga.

Characters:

* Sawako Kuronuma

- also called "sadako" by her classmates; resembles the character from the horror film "ring." Due to this, she is always misunderstood and feared by most people and they tend to stay away from her. There are also rumors that she can see ghosts and can curse people. But in reality, Sawako is a really shy and honest girl who is in search of friendship.

*Shota Kazehaya

- is sawako's classmate; a very friendly and outgoing guy. He is the type of guy who doesn't judge anyone by their looks. He was the first person who dared to talk to Sawako despite her appearance. He is also considered as the "popular guy" in the series. And because of this, girls have established a club called "Kazehaya is everyone's!" (LOL!).

Comment/ Expectations on the series:

I have a lot of expectations in this series since a lot of people are anticipating for it. Also this manga was somehow quoted as "one of the sweetest shoujo manga." I've gained interest in this series since it is one of the top mangas in mangafox and my bloggermate "kat" is summarizing most of it's chapters. I also got a lot of good feedbacks for this manga. I think that this is not similar to "bokura ga ita" because in this series the boy was the one that opened the girl's door to a new world. Vice versa in bokura ga ita. I also think that this series will help others build up their self confidence which a lot of people lack.

Shoujo = sweet = romantic = love!!

I think this the equation for most shoujo manga.

I really like the characters in the story. I didn't mention all. But I think each one of them portrays the "different characters and attitudes of an individual." For example, Sawako is like the "average teen" who is afraid to show others who she really is. I also think that this anime will show us that "ang panlabas na anyo ng tao ay hindi basehan ng ugali ng isang tao." Usually, this is the problem of most people, they tend to misjudge someone because of their appearance.

This series will definitely teach us a lot of morals. It also has a lot of sweet or innocent moments since both of them are still clueless when it comes to love.

I'll definitely watch this.

Note: the series will be aired in October 5, 2009 and the animation was made by production I.G. which is one of the best animation companies in Japan.

Here's a sneak peek on the upcoming anime:))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aH8pvZKFVYQ

bokura ga ita

2009-09-28T10:13:00.003-07:00

Bokura ga ita

It's September 29, 2009 and i'm still wide awake at 1:22 am in the morning.

Well, it can't be helped?

I am a nocturnal creature. I sleep at daylight and i'm awake at night.

weird huh? :))

Since, I'm still awake at this hour. I decided to write a post about the latest anime I'm watching.

It's title is "Bokura Ga ita" or in english translation "We were there".

This post is mainly about what the anime depicts, the characters, the plotline and the reasons why you should try and watch it.

Introductions

Bokura ga ita is a manga made by the mangaka Yuki Obata. It is a japanese romance comics serialized in betsucomi magazine. On July 3, 2006 the manga was adapted into an anime with 26 episodes.

The story centers about a girl named Nanami Takahashi, a freshman. This anime shows the new environment she encountered, the people she met, how she struggled in getting her feelings across with the one she loves and the hardships she endured during her "first love".

Characters

* Nanami takahashi - is one of the main characters (protagonist) in the story. She is in love with the school's popular guy named Yano. She is a very innocent girl and she always tries her best to help everyone. At times, she is also referred to as the "crybaby girl" because she often cries especially when it comes to her problems in relationships. Still, I think she is a very capable protagonist because she knows how to say what she really wants. A very honest and blunt girl. Surely, viewers will fall for her charm and cuteness.

* Motoharu yano - is the so called "popular guy'. Any girl can easily fall in love with his charisma and looks. As well as the attitude. Despite all these characteristics, he suffered a painful past which led him into having a hard time trusting girls.

Comment on the series:

I really think that this series is good. The art was nice and adorable. The characters are also unique in some ways because they slowly learn how to become more mature and realistic. This anime shows what innocent love is (KYAH!KYAH!). I love how they learn to trust one another. Also the romantic scenes can make you go crazy. HAHA!

It also reminds me of my highschool life. I think highschool students and those who are in relationships will definitely like this. The series has it's spark factor and the voices are so kawaii*

btw, I'm still in episode 7 but I'm already lovin' it:))

fifteen

2009-09-27T09:39:00.000-07:00

I made this post because I really got addicted to the song "fifteen" of Taylor Swift. It reminds me of my first day in Mandsci. My first day in highschool, the new surroundings I've experienced, new friends I've made, the introductions I've said about myself which was repeated so many times..(HAHA:>)
Overall, my unforgettable experience...

I can't believe how fast time flies..
One wink* and tadah! you are already a junior. It's like in a blink of an eye two years have passed already. My two years which is full of happiness, sadness, depression, joy and embarassment. But still, I will never forget it. This part of my life in which I have became strong, mature, friendly and understanding to others. I learned the importance of "real friendship" and the meaning of really cherishing my friends.

I learned how to cry when I'm depressed. When I lost something. But then I continue to move forward. I learned how to rise up everytime I fall. Everytime I crushed my self down to the grounds. Everytime, I feel defeated. I realized that I can still stand up with my own feet.

I also realized how precious each days are. The days you spent with your friends, classmates, teachers and bestfriends. You laughed, cry, talk and spend time with them. You go to canteen together. Eat and talk while walking. :))

These days that passed can never be brought back. No matter how hard you wish for it. Or how much you want to go back. "There's no turning back in time". That's why we must value each months, days, hours, minutes or seconds that will pass because you can only have one shot in time.

Making mistakes also doesn't mean that you're weak. It just means that you are a mere human. And in every mistake we make, We learn. We Grow. We Change.

To all my friends there, I LOVE YOU ALL! THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES:D

7 things

2009-09-21T06:31:00.001-07:00

7 Things

7 songs I'm currently listening to..
* you belong with me - Taylor swift
* fifteen- Taylor swift
* paparazzi- lady gaga
* Teardrops on my guitar- Taylor swift
* How to save a life?- The fray
* halo- beyonce
* Just dance- lady gaga

7 things I do during pastime

* Daydream
* listen to music
* use laptop
* text
* read mangas and book( currently reading eclipse)
* sleep
* stare at nothing

7 things a guy has given me

* teddy bears
* chocolates
* flowers
* silver bracelet
* pillow
* keychain
* sweet talk (HAHA)

7 things I absolutely HATE about myself

* lack of time management
* lack of devotion
* seriously depressed about simple matters
* The "ako na bahala" attitude (I really need to change this, some are using this for their own advantage)
* nocturnal
* simple minded!
* manga freak!!

7 things I'm planning to do..

* cosplay
* study how to play violin
* read more books
* reinvent my room
* save money
* buy a new cp
* improve my skills

r4

2009-08-23T03:26:00.000-07:00

Here's a sneak peek on my upcoming post. :))

R4- Rise, Resurrection, Revenge.. (nalimutan ko yung pang last word..Hehe)

(the Egyptian Gods and Goddesses)

(Egyptian&Greek Gods and Goddesses)

Presenting the critics: Maa'm Bullanday, Mr. Bontuyan, Maa'm Resurreccion and Lastly, Mr. Gimeno:)

topsy turvy week!

2009-08-23T02:32:00.000-07:00

This post was made to summarize what random stuffs happened to me for the past few days.

One word is on my head: T-I-R-E-D!
Yeah I'm dead tired.
You might be thinking that I keep on complaining.
But NO! I'm not complaining nor nagging.
I'm simply saying that i'm tired. Period.

These past few days were the most memorable, unforgettable, heart throbbing, vein popping and mind blasting time of my life.

*EXAMS

dandandan! Exams are finally here.
It was held last August 11,12 and 13...
The time when the mentors test whether the students gain knowledge from them. The point in student's life when their head aches a lot because of the nosebleed questions.

Here is my personal evaluation of each test:
>Statistics- Some parts were easy but some parts were confusing. (Main branch, Branch A, B and C) Overall, The test was okay.

>Chemistry- What can I say? The test was hard and confusing.

>Mapeh - When I first saw the test in mapeh, I was like what!?? It was hard. Very hard. And this time there are no such things as "exceptions". Finally! The volleyball players are only exempted in the P.E part.

>Tle- I'm glad we still have a subject called Tle. It was so easy. No challenge at all. I'm not kidding.

>Precalculus -For the first time, I was able to tell myself that the test in math was kinda easy. Yes, you heard me right! I enjoyed the test in math. Why? because basically now I can relate to each topic she teaches. And our teacher is very kind.

>Physics- Drumroll* I can't explain nor describe how...how... how... HARD the test in physics was. I was like.........*dead*. My head was aching a lot. I remembered the test in earth science back when I was in first year. But this one's different. It was super duper hard. Period. Now I understand why Sir Ola always gives easy quizzes.

>Ap - I don't want to comment a lot about this subject because.... I have my own reasons. All I can say is that the test was easy. It's not that hard.

>English- Is there a subject called English? All I know is that we have a 1 hour free time. I'm not being mean or anything. I'm just saying the truth. It's like english didn't exist at all. Why? because our teacher is always absent. If not absent, late for 3o minutes. Gosh! I wasn;t able to learn anything at all. Nothing! I assure you. That's why when I heard that Maa'm Dolar was the one who made the exam, I already expect it to be hard. And yes, my prediction was correct.

>Filipino- The test was average. It wasn't that hard. I'm really enjoying Filipino now.

confused mind of a teenage girl

2009-08-01T04:56:00.000-07:00

I'm tired.
I'm sick.

please make this week go faster..
exams are coming and projects are here and there.
I always come home at 9pm because of our mapeh project. (the eco-friendly fashion show)

I lack sleep.
I can't eat.

people in mandsci are going crazy..
too much workload..
waa..being a junior sure is tough..
can I please go back to being a sophomore?

stress is the word of every student.
but there are still some who are called "the I don't care people"
usually they are the ones who don't care whether they pass or not.
impressive? I guess.

I really hate this week.
my mind is full of thoughts about anything!!!!
I wish it would stop.
Time please stop. Will you?

Watch it!

2009-07-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DsGF9xJl9ZY

I dare you to watch this:)

And I assure you, you won't regret it!

Vk chapter 52 pics! :)

2009-07-25T09:49:00.000-07:00

The cover of Chapter 52..

These are the photos from chapter 52 of vampire knight! Enjoy! (note:these are not arranged in sequence)

Vk chapter 52

2009-07-24T11:13:00.000-07:00

I just finished reading chapter 52 of vampire knight! as always the art was awesome..!
I felt like I really need to comment on this chapter for some reasons..

First, I pity kaname..I mean after hearing those words from yuuki's mouth..It's obvious that it hurts him. He even said "If the only option I had was to lose you then i'll prefer death instead".

Second, I think that yuuki is selfish because she is staying with kaname but half of her heart is with zero. She is really irritating..She keeps on hurting both zero and kaname. She left zero and chose kaname but now, she wants to see him. She is with kaname but her heart is not wholeheartedly devoted to him.

Third, Kaname loves yuuki deeply *sobs*. He waited 10 years for her, watching her grow from afar and not being able to go near her. His heart belongs to her and only her. I love this line of kaname "I receive in complete delight absolutely everything that is given to me by you. Even if it was a cruel demand, a simple pain or even the blade to take my life, I would welcome it coming from you yuuki. You are the only one who brings color into the dull grey of ashes that my heart is"

^ aww.. if that was said to me, my tears would surely burst out. A guy that is head over heels for you is simply impossible to find. (kaname just be mine instead ..hehe)

So chapter 52 of vk, is mostly about kaname and yuuki's conversation. It is also said that there will be a grand ball for pureblood vampires and the hunter's association. Will zero and yuuki meet there? I wonder how yuuki will react after 2 years of being apart (i'm not sure if it is 2 years). What is going to be the outcome of the grand ball? peace or disaster?

so many questions, I hope chapter 53 comes out soon!

Venus Cappricio

2009-07-20T07:01:00.000-07:00

Yehey! This is my first post about a manga. I'm pretty excited about what I will write

Venus Cappricio

Venus Cappricio is a manga made by the mangaka Nishikata Mai. It is my first time reading her work so I really don't know what to expect. The genre(s) of this manga are mainly about music(since it has music as it's genre I immediately became interested), comedy, school life, shoujo. Since it is a shoujo manga, you can already predict a "lovey dovey thing".

The first thing I need to check before reading a manga is the art. If the art is ok, i'll give it a go! But if the art is bad, it makes me change my mind. Second, the storyline or plot - it is essential because it is the key to the interest of the readers.

*Characters

Takami- One of the main characters. She grew up in a male dominated family that is why her actions and gestures are boyish. She always wears t-shirt and jeans. And is somewhat unaware that she is a girl. She is a childhood friend of akira.

Akira- Is more feminine like and cute; very skilled in piano and is in love with Takami.

Plot:
Takami and Akira are childhood friends who attends the same piano classes. Compared to the rough and boyish Takami, Akira is more feminine and cute and is also more skilled in piano. Takami also thinks of Akira as a younger sister, but one day Akira suddenly kisses Takami, and says he likes her…?!

(other pictures/characters)

I really admire the art or drawing in this manga. It's a thumbs up! I mean you could get drooling over the bishies...The storyline was okay although the ending was kinda disappointing. I think it should have been longer. Anyway, it is only composed of 29 chapters.

I also wish to see takami become a little girly because she is indeed beautiful. And it is such a waste for her to be acting like a guy.

Anyway, overall I think the manga was nice and good to read. I would definitely recommend it for all the music lover.

Note: I acknowledge manga abyss for the pic when akira kisses takami. I do not own that pic. I'm simply a fan and i'm using it for blog purposes. Thanks!

Junior Life

2009-07-18T08:59:00.000-07:00

"A fresh start, everyday we take one step forward"

June 1,2oo9

Finally! It's the first day of school and as expected new challenges lies ahead. Mostly, people would feel nervous or excited on this day. But as for me, I felt upset because vacation was over. Honestly, I don't feel like going back to school yet and doing homeworks and projects. I rather be at home and sleep all day. ( note: i'm devoted to sleeping! haha)

*Classmates

My section is called barium. It is a type of element. All the sections in mandsci were change for some reasons. I already know most of my classmates because their faces are familiar. And some of them were my classmates during first and second year. We are rumble up!

It didn't take long for me to mingle with them and in a short amount of time, I was able to make loads of friends. (am i really that friendly? ehem*) I think that almost all of my classmates are good and nice people. Majority of our class came from section baltazar last year.

*Mentors

^Mrs. Rowena Mangaliman

She is our teacher in statistics and also our adviser. I love her personality. She is kind and very approachable. I also like the way she handles our class. You can really depend on her.

^Mrs. Digna Bal

She is the so called "terror" ... She handles our chemistry class. The truth is I am kinda afraid of her for some reasons. That is why I seldom recite in her class. One thing she hates the most are cellphones. Be careful not to get caught or else you'll regret it.

^Mrs Resurreccion

I have now realized that first impression never last. At first, I thought she was interesting and has a sense of humor but I was wrong. I was able to know her true nature as time goes by. I think she is my "Most hated teacher". It all started when she didn't accept our long test which is over 90. And the reason is because it was late?? I mean how can it be late when she is still in our room! She was so unreasonable!

I wasn't able to accept the fact that she rejected our papers. I talk to my adviser and told her what happened. She told me to write a letter and put it on top of Mrs. Ressurreccion's table. I think she accepted it. I hope so.

^Mr. Jesrelle Bontuyan

Omg! I am so happy that our teacher in mapeh is Mr Bontuyan. Because of him, I can now understand various things which I wasn't able to learn during my previous years. Thanks to him, I now enjoy mapeh.

(note: my former teachers in mapeh are all slackers!)

^Mrs. Valmores

She is our mentor in english. I really thought maa'm Dolar was going to be our teacher but I guess not. She only handles bromine and our section. She is somewhat similar to Mrs. Jeciel in terms of appearance and voice. But they are not blood related. She is the kind of teacher who is fond of telling stories about her daily life. Similar to Ms. Fullon (she is currently on leave because she is pregnant).

^Ms. Yvonne Fabella

The subject she is handling is precalculus. Math again!

Fortunately, she is kind and I can understand the lessons. She is Ms. De Vera's bestfriend.

^Ms. De Vera

Who can forget about her?

My former adviser and teacher in filipino 2 had followed us to third year. We are all shocked!

She is now the coordinator in filipino department. What a drastic change! right?

I have to say her method of teaching has become quite interesting and fun.

^Sir Benjamin Ola

My teacher in physics. I admire the way he teach. And the thing I like about him the most is "He is a christian".

^Mrs. Maria Victoria Cello

She is now my teacher in zoology. And she is also the head coordinator of third year.

She was my former teacher in botany.

I think that my third year life will be full of new circumstances and challenges. But i'm willing to face them all. It is all part of growing up and becoming a more mature individual. I know it is not going to be easy but with God's help, I can manage to hang on.

Thank GOD it's friday? :D

2009-05-29T08:08:00.000-07:00

Wow! it's already friday and I didn't even noticed how fast time flies. Can you believe it? I mean it seems like it was just yesterday when my sophomore life had come to an end and summer began. But now, school is about to begin again!..

The truth is I don't want to go to school yet! I really wish vacation was longer! If only, I have some magical powers then I can just say the magic words..*poof* vacation will be longer!

But the problem is, I don't have any magical powers and nobody in this world does!

I guess I have to bear with it!:P

A lot of things happened today.. First I got a new haircut..The hair stylist told me that my hair was healthy. I was flattered. By the way, He is gay!

(this picture was taken at 12:02 am..that's why it's kinda dark and you can't see how my new haircut looks like)

HIM: "Iha, ang ganda ng hair mo! ang kapal!"

ME: "*nods* opo, makapal po talaga buhok ko"
HIM: "Ano ba gusto mong gupit?"

ME: "Hindi ko nga po alam eh..yung bagay na lang po sakin"

HIM: "O sige ako na bahala sa hair mo! don't worry"

This was our conversation! I really don't know what kind of hair style will suit me so I just told him that he picked the one which will look good on me. In the end, when I saw my hair I felt satisfied. I liked the way it looks. It's simple and clean. Just the way I want it!

After I went to the salon, I attented a prayer meeting in our church. The topic of our pastor was in Acts 8:26-34. The story when philip was told by the HOLY SPIRIT to meet a eunuch, a man from ethiopia and preached the word of GOD. When philip saw the chariot where the eunuch was riding, he heard him reading some scriptures in the book of prophet Isaiah. He was confused and philip offered some help. Philip took this as an oppurtunity and help him understand what the scriptures meant. When they came across some water, the eunuch said "Look, here is water, why shouldn't I be baptized?". Philip answered "If you believe with all your heart, you may." The eunuch quickly responded and said "I believe that JESUS CHRIST is the SON OF GOD."

Some bible omitted the passage in acts 8:36 but in the king james version. It is not deleted because it contains a very important fact! and that is JESUS is the son of GOD. I believe that too!

And that's how my day turned out!

~Mellowkiss

Just another day!

2009-05-28T02:56:00.000-07:00

~Konnichiwa minasan

Okay! this is my second post:D I'm so thankful for all of the people who gave comments in my first post. I really appreciate it! please give some more. The truth is I really don't know what to write about my second post. I almost just slept the entire day, doing absolutely nothing and being irritated because of the heat(it's so hot!). I woke up at exactly 5pm and I immediately rushed into the bathroom and took a bath. After that, I chat for a while with fatima (she's my churchmate) about random stuffs. They invaded my room! I was caught off guard. When thay finally left, I opened my laptop and edited my blog. I change the template, put a picture on the header and wrote my second post. It took a long time before I finalized everything.

This is one of the pictures I chose to put in my header but then i changed it!

When I saw how my blog turned out. I felt satisfied. Although i'm just a newbie here, I was able to improved the appearance of my blog. I really want vampire knight to be the picture of my header. My heart was stolen by kaname! haha..*blushes*

That's how my day turned out! It was kinda boring but I thank GOD for the new day he has given us.

~mellowkiss

Welcome to Blogger

2009-05-27T06:38:00.000-07:00

"Trying new things gives you unforgettable experiences"

Hi everyone! I'm mellowkiss- the newest blogger on this site. This is my first post so i'm pretty nervous about what I should write. I started this blog out of curiosity and to improve my writing skills because I love to convey my emotions and feelings through the articles I write. I also want to share my thoughts to other people and also be inspire by their stories too. In this blog, I feel free to express who I truly am without thinking about people who might criticize you (who cares about them? *laughs*).

I also feel glad because I can be someone who is not afraid to show the world who she really is. I'm really overwhelmed to be part of the blogger world. Oh! right I haven't even describe myself yet. I'm a simple 14 years old girl who is taking up her studies in City of Mandaluyong Science Highschool. I have a long black hair, a slim figure and a bit short in height. Different stuffs are attracting me or in other words I have loads of hobbies. I'm fond of reading mangas (japanese comics) and books. I'm also a person who can't live without music..I love it! I also have a soft spot for dogs.. i'm a dog lover..they are adorable.

I'm a proud christian and I love my wonderful creator - GOD. I'm not a romantic type of person but I can be sweet *blushes*. Surfing the net is also a must for me! I'm not a writer but my heart feels happy when I write stories. My friends call me diane, yanyan, didang and diana but I prefer being called "diane" (LOL). Mostly people say that i'm a cheerful person because I like to laugh a lot and meddle with my friends. I can't help it! I cherish my friends so much. Hmm, what else should i write?..(thinking mode).

I mentioned something about myself, the reason i created this blog and my hobbies. Now, I remember! I'm blessed with a loving family. I have one brother who is 9 years old as of now and is an upcoming grade four student. He is a bit stubborn and selfish at times but i'm thankful because I was given a sibling. His name is Clarck James Medina. My mom is working abroad for almost 7 years now, she left when I was just in grade 2. I miss her a lot but good thing we bought a laptop and now I can communicate with her through skype. I have to admit that I came from a broken family but this doesn't affect my attitude at all. I'm an optimistic person who doesn't know the word "give up". And because I came from that kind of family, I am determined to study hard and help my mom someday. Okay, i'll stop for now!

Oh! wait..before i forgot, I would like to acknowledge Miss Nadine Bayta for encouraging and helping me create my own blog:D love you nadine!

~Mellowkiss